I'll miss you...

Bye bye... ABC... All the best to your future!!! May you be able to enjoy what you'll be doing... Hahaha... I think it's not that difficult though... Heh...

Really glad to know you and the whole team. Although it seems like the whole team has left or is leaving... But I'll stay put and pray that I can manage... I guess it's possible. And after this peak finishes, I know I'll have enlarged capacity. Maybe I'll become a very good snr... Hahaha...

Ya, really thank God for knowing all of you. That team was the most encouraging team so far. So caring and loving and the most fun! Heh... All our milofied and kopified papers are evidences... Hahaha.... Looking back, I think during the job, we really became best of friends. Dun you just agree? And we developed so many lingos... Like 'you wait huh' ... and 'grandma in heaven' ... Ppl who didnt wat happened wld think we're all xiao gia... Heh... But it was really an enjoyable time... Hahaha...

I wonder what this year will be like... The team's dynamic has changed so much. Feels like I'll be the last one ard, ploughing through... Dunno if I'll go mad... Hahaha... I know that God has not given me a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind. This is my verse for the year. Really really need to claim this everyday.

As I conquer my fears, I really need to be filled with God's power, His love and maintain a sound mind. I know that you'll still be ard to support me. But things are not the same anymore. Just praying that things wont be that bad. Heh.... I'll really really miss you... Take care!!! Soar with wings like eagles... Go!!! :o)

Meow...

Today while waiting for the cab to go for BS... I saw 2 cats... Kittens to be more specific... Small ones... These kind very scary, will follow you one.. Thank God they didn't. Hahahaha...

But I didnt run from them... I went to look at them more closely. Like 1m away? Quite near rite? Hahaha... Ya, but they didnt run to me, they were on some pipes on the ground... Just like playing, running around. Different colours one.. One is the normal grey kind with stripes, the other is more white...

My colleague happened to bring her camera out and took some picts of them... Think only managed to catch the white one. More pretty also... Muz say they look quite cute. Hahaha...

She then say they're a few months old. Their eyes have opened and ears pointed up. She said that newborn kittens' eyes are not open and ears dun 'stand up'. Well, at the end of the day, I learnt something abt cats... Hahaha....

Oh ya... I got something to pass to my Barney friend... But I havent got the time to go get... Hmmm... Think will go get it this weekend. Dun wanna qian guo nian... Hahaha... Barney, when u free to meet up? Heh...

Stop being a complainer, Hazel Seet!

Cultural mandate... We're supposed to go in and develop culture, build civilisation. We're not to be a bunch of complainers. Complainers dun make things happen... They just move their mouths, not their hands...

So stop being a complainer and be a problem solver!!! Easier said than done... Hahaha... God, help me! Increase my capacity, increase my tolerance, increase my patience, increase my urgency, increase my willingness... ... This is not an easy year... Havent been very smooth sailing. Each day is like a test of faith. How much trust I have in God... That He will give me the strength to go through each day, the favour with men... ...

At the end of the day, I really want ... ...

I want... ...

Increased capacity.

Increased wisdom.

Stronger faith walk.

Mainly these 3... Better get back to work le....

Taking reponsibility (Part 2)

In another context... Take responsibility for the things that you've done. I mean, if you're brave enough to do it, then why deny it? Take responsibility!!! If you dun dare to face the consequences, then dun do it. Then nothing will happen. No one will come hounding after you, no one will confront you, no one will even bother to disturb you. But we all need to be responsible ppl. In this society, everyone dun care abt anything, just try to siam siam siam... Arrow dun shoot me... Ai ya, I so sua, ganna arrowed to do this and this... Why dun we just put away this negative thinking and take pride in the things which we're tasked to do? Do the best we can, not expecting any rewards... Y cannot??? Hmmmm.... Is it that difficult?

This year I'm going to try to make things not as comfortable for myself... Meaning to step out of my comfort zone... Maybe sleeping lesser... Like wat Pst Phil says,

Excellence is not an accident.
Someone went the second mile.
There are no traffic jams on the second mile.
If a job is worth doing, it's worth doing well.
If it's not worth doing then it's not worth doing at all.
Do the job well.
Be well known for quality at every level.
Go the extra.
Do the unexpected.
Suprise your world with the best!

This will be my driving force and I hope it will for you too!!! Do everything with an attitude of excellence!!!

Why cant you just take responsibility of your baby???

How can you throw your baby around if others are not willing to take for you? I mean, the baby is yours and you planned for it, 9 mths of gestation, maybe shorter in this case... There's great joy in seeing your baby grow up, completing his progress in school and getting a cert at the end of the day. If you dun see it, then dun even get pregnant. Leave the relationship b4 u even head towards getting pregnant... You see the timing, you have been in this field for more than 1.5 years at least. You know it's coming. Then leave b4 it hits you if you dun wanna take up the responsibility. Why make the ppl ard you suffer just cos you're irresponsible??? Haiz...

Let he who has understanding understand what I saying... Hahaha...

Becoming a giant...

Sick of your life? You need to change your mindset... The way you see things will then change and then the way you do things will change then your life will change. This is so simple. But so many ppl are unable to do it. Reason: they cant be bothered to change, they are too comfortable. This is the kind of lifestyle that one has been in, this is the comfort zone...

I pray that in this year... I'll be so quick to embrace new, right mindsets... Which will enable me to conquer greater challenges that may come my way in this year. As I decide to overcome my fears in this year. I pray that I'll have the perseverence to go through it. I'll be living in discomfort as I face my fears and overcome them but at the end of the day, i know that i would have become a bigger person...

And like wat Pst says... You'll become a giant yourself!

2nd week of Jan 07...

Have been at a client's place... The work was quite alright... I just dun understand why ppl like to smoke in air-con places... The air in the whole office becomes so stale and the rest of the ppl are forced to become 2nd hand smokers... But I guess since it's always the big boss smoking... So the workers also cant say anything... And me also cant say anything as we're also to provide good servoice to them in their office. Just pray that God will give me an auto filter in my lungs.... Hahaha... And that these ppl will begin to see why smoking is bad... No wonder my cold didnt recover but i even start coughing at the end of the week... Hmmmmm....

But last nite I went out to play and relax... Went minds cafe, at dhoby ghaut area one... Then went to eat tou hua b4 going home... Quite fun... Heh... Ken is coming... Got to go le... Update again...

A New Year - 2007

It's the 2nd week of Jan 07. This year didnt start off the best that I hoped... Was greeted with news of 2 resignations... One is my dad, another is a 'close friend'. I cant say that I'm not affected by them. But I pray that I can continue with the long term goals which I've planned for myself.

Although the year started with a big blow to me, I'm still very excited about 2007. Dunno is the number or just something in the air about this year. This year I just feel that it's time for me to conquer my fears... I'll write more as the days go by... I just felt that this year will be a year which my faith is really stretched; which I'll learn to trust God more... Everyday will be a day which is not monotonous, but with challenges for me to overcome. These challenges will not be very simple, they will get progressively difficult. But at the end of the year, I would be so proud of myself... Hahaha...

Yep yep... Already have some plans what I'll do in this year... Hahaha... But I not going to write them here now... I'll write on my goal card 2007... And slowly reveal as the days go by...

2007, a new year, a new blog... A new direction...