Mandate into China!!!

Wow!!! This is the word for the season. We're going in! Finally... Full steam ahead. Really so excited, finally after all the months and years of preparation... Was having dinner with Ken on Sat after svc... Then we were just talking abt the cg and missions... Ken asked why I didnt go down when the full-time missionary altar call was given...

I was just thinking of the answer which I gave him... Things have all changed. My focus has changed. I dun wan to be far away from home... I dun wan to be not ard when things are happening in my family. My parents need me to support them. Although I'm still not the sole bread winner. But i guess I got to contribute more for my family now. Missions can wait. But if the time when you can be filal is getting short, I guess you'll wan to be there for them like me.

I dunno... A part of me want to go, my heart goes out to the souls out there waiting for me to touch, to meet. But a part of me want to be here for my family. I feel so torn at times.

Like wat ken says, the home base muz be strong. I really understand why pst always preaches abt that. An antioch church, but a strong Jerusalem church as well. And similarly, if we wanna send missionaries out from our cg, the cg muz be strong. Then we can talk abt going missions, without any worries... Just chiong... So now, we got to build up a strong cg, keep all our families in prayer that everyone will be in good health, prospering, finding favour...

But this cannot be too long, time and tide waits for no man. if you miss this, you've got to wait... For the next round which is God knows when... It's time to chiong and go le... STOP PROCRASTINATING!!!