One day b4

I'm leaving tml... Wat time? Dunno. When will be back? Dunno... Hahaha... It's already 1534 and u dunno? Ya lo... BUT... Later got meeting with the team at 7pm in office...

Just finished packing my stuff... I hope... Hahaha... Still got some things which muz put in only tml, cos nt dry yet? Hmmmm... Poor planning huh? Heh... Wasnt thinking too much... Anyways, I'm sick le... Haiz...

Bad sore throat then running nose, not that bad, but gt lots of mucus. think got slight fever le also... Haiz, but think i'll survive. Dun need to worry abt me, I'll be just fine! You have lots of things waiting for you to do, go go, get those things done!!! Go! What are u still doing here? Hahaa... Just a bit more...

I'll be just fine, I'll take care of myself, brought all the medications le. Now left finding a bag to carry my hand carry things... To put waterbottle, passport, wallet, keys, a pen, medication, hp... Think that's abt all... What bag, hmmm... muz be able to zip one... Ok ok, i better go hunt for one now... Need to leave for meeting soon, leave ard 5... Then I still wanna nap 1st... Hahaha.... Bye...

Will miss you, but I think I'll come back safely, hope can spend some thing with my dear later b4 i leave... He leaving tml also... Haha... But will be back on the same day... I'll see u in less than 2 wks time... U take care of yourself, of the cg and of the ministry too... I wanna see more ppl n no big incidents happening... I wanna be part of the actions!!!

Hmmmmmm

Where did the last post go? Haiz... Nvm... I'm leaving le... Next tues...

Haha... No la, not quit. Going overseas...
Overseas assignment...

Think will be interesting... Living a life away from my loved ones... Nvr tried it b4...
Hope that I can have an exciting and enriching time there. :o)

A fear conquering year

This year is going to be a fear conquering year. Nope, I'm not going SOT this year. Not this year for sure, maybe next year, or next next year. Just waiting and hearing, waiting and inclining my ear to Him... Things have changed. The last time when I spoke what I planned to do in the next 5 years. Things change so fast!!! Within just a few weeks, I've lost it...

Lost the joy, the sense of fulfilment. Not my ministry... Nvm... When that day comes then I'll declare. But as for now, I'll just take things as it come. Not chionging all the way le. What's the point? There's no recognition. No fulfilment. No joy. Just plain delivery of results. No fun. No joy. No heart to do it le. Think encouragment is vital. Praise is necessary too. Teamwork is crucial. Not just throw the 'baby' ard...

Anyway, just got news that another gal leaving... One took back her letter, one leaving. Haiz, slightly affected... But I guess, looking at the these she has been getting... I would have left if I were her...

I'll conquer my fear of steeping into the realm of the unknown. It's time to move on... To what? I dunno also... So scary, but so exciting. Looking forward to where I'll be guided to... Praying for open doorways, for wisdom. I need to be really wise in this decision, no regrets in future. No turning back once I sent it in... Haiz... Dunno what I talking le also... But for these few more months, endure... It's 15032007... wah... half a year at least... Think I should just put it on the shelf and focus for now. Just complete the task n submit to my results oriented boss...

Haha... Just saw my JC fren sign in... 'AUDITOR' was his pict... Looking back, I was so on fire, so excited when I was abt to start my career in this area.... But now... Nvm... I still have a little fire burning... Keeping me sane and motivating me to go on... Let's just see what his nick will be in 1.5 years time... Let's just wait n see... Heh....

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Just started new job today... but the TB was not ready, so cant start... was doing the writeups and things which no need tb today, so came back early...

At Ken's place now... The last weekend I really rested well... haha... Just nua-ed my sat away... Then sun also... Went to catch a show alone... Hahaha... Music n lyrics... Cos my other half was dated away by his DOTA team leader... Hahaha... It's a very expected show... But at least it's not scary... Heh... Quite funny show, quite enjoyed it, just laughed n cried... No restrictions at all.

Been having nightmares these few nites, dunno why... Weird... Really weird... Been involved in 'fighting'. Hai... Dunno what goes through my head... Strange strange... Maybe sat was too full then sun too hungry... But really very out of the world dreams also... Hahaha....

Figure skating

This entry was supposed to be entered last sat, but didnt have a pc then...

I went to jurong east fuji ice palace today while waiting for ken to come back from his flying. This was the place I'll always hang out after school during my secondary school times. Looking at the sea of people going round, I start thinking of my secondary school friends. I wonder how they are and where they are at this moment in time. At that time, I said I'll learn to ice-skate one day. And up to date, I've not stepped into the rink before! Haha... Talk about procrastinating huh?

Last time it used to be only tennagers in the rink. Being 'exhibition beings'. Today I see families, fathers in the rink. Learning to skate and I guess, trying to spend more time with their children. Learning what their children like to do. And of course, one section was cornered off for people learning figure skating. How they fall, but pick themselves up and try the style again. People sit outside the rink watching. I look at the figure skaters, they seem to have become younger. I've always yearn to be like them. But... without the training... Haha....

Shopping spree...

Why do people say new year muz wear new clothes? For me, I didnt have the time to go shopping before new year this year. So I went to shop after new year instead... And guess what? I think I saved a lot... Cos of the post new year sales. Everywhere is sales. Who says fasting can help you save money? I think I spent even more. Hahaha... Cos lunch time go shopping... Then client's place is in Orchard... So heh...

So far bought a dress, a skirt, a pair of pants, a pair of shoes n a top! Dress was 50% off, saved 40+, skirt was full price, pants saved 50, shoes was 50%, saved 30+ and top saved 30! So saved 150 le!!! Wow! Think can buy so much more things with this amount of money... Yeah, so happy...