Word in season...

Just came back from cg... So blessed... Not just by the presence of God... But by the word that was given... God is good...

Had been feeling a bit down for the past week... Think too bored... Hahha... The work came in yesterday afternoon n since then been busy like siao so no time to hu si luan xiang... Hahaha...

On wed was feeling quite sian cos i went for bs and ganna suaned by my snr. Then was blessed by the bs mightily. Caught a word and a deep desire to be one who changes the spiritual atmosphere once I open my mouth to give a word or pray... But was discouraged further when i talked to someone abt wat that snr said cos he said bs is gd but u dun have to go 4 tt lesson if u gt work to do... Gt to be wise... But i held on to God's word, that as I seek 1st the kingdom of God all these things shall be added to me...

But thru that bs, God opened a way for me. The snr asked on thurs,

today no bible study?

No... But tml got.

Wah, so many one ah?

Tml is cell group meeting. Different.

Ok. So tml cant stay late?

Ya.

Hahaha... Yep, cant stay late... He let me leave at 7+... Hee... Managed to reach cg place w/o missing the game... Yeah... Then b4 I left, he had a meetin to discuss what to do next. So the conclusion was got to work this wkend. Well, I'm fine with it as long as it doesnt clash with svc time. Then the snr say sun morn is out... Cos Hazel got to go church, rite? *turning towards me* Which I just smiled at him and ya. Then we decided to come back on Sun afternoon to work. So I'm alright with it. But indeed God is good. Through that bs, he gave me fabour with my snr such that i can go svc n cg... God's ways are higher than our ways... So blessed to be walking under His covering...

But the exciting thing is not just that... Today in cg, msg talked abt having a broken n contrite heart. And Qingyuan prayed for me... Word was given...

I see abundance of grace in your life. God sees your heart. You are a woman of great virtue and grace. Do not walk in the shadow of your bf, ur cgl. Do not think that you cannot do it or not capable enough. God will call you out. Grace and love just flow into Huiqin right now...

I teared... I was feeling so confused and so sad on thurs morn... So lost, dunno what's the next step... But God begin to unveil His plans for me as I cont this walk with Him...

Thanks Dennis for ur enlightenment... It did help... Hahaha... At least I know my next step... To complete this job... As in this assignment... Hahaha... No la, nt just that. But am quite excited. Cos things are going to change after emerge...

I'm going to start talking to ppl b4 i make this decision... This crucial decision... This is an impt time... To stay n get CPA or go n venture... I shld know b4 sep... or maybe jul... Do keep me in prayers as I make this impt decision... It'll really determine my future... God is bringing me somewhere... Really a fear conquering year... Hmmmm... It's challenging... But exciting... Led by the spirit... Wow!!! Hahaha...

Yep... As for now... As the thunder sounds softly... As the rain begins to fall... I planning to get a good nite's rest... Completed work le... Waiting for client again... Really hope will be able to meet the dateline... For now... Nitez...