More than a week le...
Ooops... Havent updated... Haiz, not my fault la... The office dun let us access blogs... So havent been reading blogs as well... This whole week I was back in office... Tiring wk man... Rushing my work like nobody's biz... But I survived another week... Capacity stretched by a little more... Quite a fruitful week la...
havent been eating well or sleeping well. Think need to work hard this weekend then can rest a bit. Been reaching home ard or after midnight... THink i reached home at 3plus last nite, managed to sleep 4 hrs plus before starting the day again... As I go through my day, I thank God for being with me, giving me the strength and grace to go through this.
I remember some time back when i was in a state of dilemma... Qing Yuan came to our cg n gave me a word... THat word has been sustaining me through all these times... And in the next one year... I know that I can do it. Although times are not going to be easy. But... God's grace is more than sufficient for me and He will not allow me to bear a load which I cannot take it. AS such... I know that I can make it...
Each day as I wake... I sigh... Haha... But at the end of the day, I will praise God, cos I know he has helped me to go through one more day... And after one year, I'll become stronger... Heh... I pray that I get new revelations to sustain me through the coming year... Quite fearful of the coming peak... Learning how to cope each day... Not easy, a challenging life... But it'll be a fulfilling coming year... Ken also not free, so good la... I wont feel bad nt keeping him company... I wonder what will happen after one year... But I figured... No point thinking abt it now... Hahaha...
I wonder what will happen on 26th... Think got to work leh... Dunnno Ken free or nt also.. Think he so busy til he wont have time to plan or go out with me... I think dun get my hopes up...