What am I doing here???

Am supposed to be doing my work then happened to have wireless then just so started to surf net and decided to update my blog...

yep... feeling better le... still having the nasal voice... but not that bad le... at least my nose is not running... Hahaha... Oh no... i didnt bring my charger home... left 45 min... Hmmmm...

I think i can save the batt for work... Ciaoz...

SICK...

Was feeling all so feverish today... terrible headache... kept sneezing and my nose starting to run... think tml will be on MC... Having rashes also... Haiz, so sian... Today was a long day, very long day... I need to sleep le... God heal me... Refresh me and strengthen me...

Why Why Why???

Was feeling a bit sian today... I went to apply for leave during the peak period to go for my pract driving test... On the 10th of Apr... Thot can pass it and then can celebrate my 10yr 2 mths anni n also early celebrate Ken's 25th bday... It's his quarter of the century bday le!!! Then my mgr say cannot go... As in he cannot approve it... Then so happen the HR mgr was there, so he asked her... Then the result is... Muz print out the booking page... Then submit the application form with the booking page to the head of audit for approval ==> Partner to approve... HaiZ... So stupid lo... I got no booking during that period of time and it's like only one day??? Then also cannot... Haiz... Think go get MC on that day la... Hahaha... But a bit sian lo... Regretted not taking my licence during uni time... So pls... Go and get it while studying... It's so much easier...

Then I just came back... From gym... Heh... Went on mon also... Hmmmm... Oh... I knocked off early on mon... then went to the jurong west gym... Nice... The toilet also nice... Heh... Then today went to jurong east one... A bit shocked... Like went in at 2030? Then got like 15 guys n say 2 other gals ard... Then the place so small... (as compared to the jurong west one la)... the eqpt also like a bit shaky kind... Haiz... Think I shld go office one instead le... Free somemore... Just a bit far la... Hahaha...

feeling a bit stressed from work... It's like end of oct le... then my planning still havent finished doing... Then like so many on hand, dunno which one to start first... Cos all the mgrs nt chasing me for it also... So aiyo... my cg ppl all like gearing up for exams... Then the last one is ken, over in early dec - 5th if i not wrong... Then after that... My peak will start... end of dec to apr next yr... but looking at things... i feel the peak will stretch til jun... haiz... cos i got booking in may... Sad...

Anyway, i think i not going israel le... looking at the bf amt... I really got to pray real hard... God got to provide man... Believing God for a miracle within the next few years... Hahaha... Asking God to confirm the amount... Really dun wan it to go up anymore... Feel so stretched le... Hahaha... But some things are beyond my control... I'll be willing and obedient... Then i can eat the gd of the land... Hahaha... I'll tell myself to be obedient and be willing... Give cheerful... As i sow in tears, I will reap in joy! Yeah!!!

I met a long time fren today... We try to meet up once a yr kind... She said she saw a change in me... Can see that I have grown... Quite happy... Cos this year hasnt been easy for me... Lots of my close frens left the office le... Then nursery side got more n more responsibilities... CG just multiplied also... Yes, finally... Yep...

Let's do a check... I've survived Jan to Apr... think 2 nites didnt sleep at all... Not bad... Not too many... And I've overcame it! Then may... cant rem much of it... then after that... then got promoted... went for core trg then did a jun yr end job... then started to do my portfolio... in bet take some toil... then now need to really settle down n do some planning le... Yep... ALso I've finally stepped out to start learning driving... Yeah!!! 3 cheers... Yep... Passed my basic n final theory... Now need to start pract lesson le... Then take my final pract on 10th apr... Also planning to learn guit... but my fingers so bu ting hua... Haiz... So in the next few months before the end of the year... I would have driven a car with my instructor next to me... Learn a few chords and know how to hold a guitar... Finish all the dec yr end planning in prep for the peak... Start my bs class... Help out in the shuffling of helpers for the shift to jurong... Wow!!! Seems like the next 2 months also not easy... Oh ya.. And the resort in early dec!!! Hahaha... Exciting man... No rest... Chiong ah!!!

Woah!!!

Time flies... Havent been updating... Heh... Cos have been in the office then cant access blogs... So... Yep... Life's been busy... Busy and busy... Working everyday... sat is like the rest day then sun is another siong day then back to work...

Peak is coming up... Quite not looking forward to it... It feels so different now... The pressure is different... So much planning to do... But dun dare to charge... Then sign in unassigned then got to live on the edge like dunno when ppl will page for u that kind of thing? Haiz... Living in a world of uncertainties... Like I dun even know wat time I can knock off... This is so sian lo...

My CG just multiplied... 3rd week le... Still getting to know one another better... My dearest rachel going diving this weekend... Muz take care k? Then exam period round the corner... Some having papers today, tml... Everywhere...

Ministry wise also planning for the move back to Jurong le... Dunno how it's going to be like... Not easy... Lots of planning to be done... Hmmmmm... Ppl, can u all stop being so flicker-minded? Make up ur mind la... Where u wanna go??? We're all trying to serve God with all our hearts n all our mights rite? So decide and stayed planted la... Rain or shine, be there... That's how u be a pillar mah... Become the core ma...

Hahaha... Not angry... Just frustrated... Change here change there... So ma fan... Ya...Then the angel mortal game is ongoing... So be nice angels kk? CG wanna play or nt??? Hahahaa... Maybe can even suggest to my mentor group to play angel n mortal also... Heh... I very mang now... Wait til I more free la... Whahahaha...

That's all for now... Ciaoz...

New beginning...

New CG, very different from the previous cg... Much younger... Hahaha... Still the only committed working adult... Things are going to get busy... Quite tired...

All the fellowship and integration and all the things that need to be done... Nursery side commitment think going to increase as well as the church moves partially back to jurong.. Lots of arrangements need to be made... Can faint...

Then peak really coming soon... Wonder if can get thru it man.... Havent even closed one job... Haiz, really demoralised... Was talking to ppl my snr... All say 1st yr snr need to put in the hours... I really really sad man... Haiz, cant wait to get out... I need to press in press in...

This week, pst preached abt dun let ur circumstances, the reality be a limiter in ur life. I told ken wat i wrote n he kept laughing at me... Made me so angry... Then today he went svc and pst said write 2 things... And he wrote what i wrote too... Hahaha... Wonder if it will come to pass...

Been praying for the amount to pledge this time round... Really excited... As I move on one more year in my working life, there are more things to consider and I really need God to guide me... Really excited...

2 more days...

Time flies... The week is almost over and the day is coming real soon... Even as I read through the blogs of the ppl in the cg... Some really touched my heart... Tear welled up in my eyes... I'm sure fri someone... Maybe many will cry... Not say sad, but there's an element of sadness...

BUT... More of excitement... Even as the week comes to an end... I wish fri would not come so soon, but yet on the other hand, that it'll come sooner...

Got to go le... Talk more after fri cg ba... Think yuanxing need to stock up on his tissue paper...