Why Why Why???

Was feeling a bit sian today... I went to apply for leave during the peak period to go for my pract driving test... On the 10th of Apr... Thot can pass it and then can celebrate my 10yr 2 mths anni n also early celebrate Ken's 25th bday... It's his quarter of the century bday le!!! Then my mgr say cannot go... As in he cannot approve it... Then so happen the HR mgr was there, so he asked her... Then the result is... Muz print out the booking page... Then submit the application form with the booking page to the head of audit for approval ==> Partner to approve... HaiZ... So stupid lo... I got no booking during that period of time and it's like only one day??? Then also cannot... Haiz... Think go get MC on that day la... Hahaha... But a bit sian lo... Regretted not taking my licence during uni time... So pls... Go and get it while studying... It's so much easier...

Then I just came back... From gym... Heh... Went on mon also... Hmmmm... Oh... I knocked off early on mon... then went to the jurong west gym... Nice... The toilet also nice... Heh... Then today went to jurong east one... A bit shocked... Like went in at 2030? Then got like 15 guys n say 2 other gals ard... Then the place so small... (as compared to the jurong west one la)... the eqpt also like a bit shaky kind... Haiz... Think I shld go office one instead le... Free somemore... Just a bit far la... Hahaha...

feeling a bit stressed from work... It's like end of oct le... then my planning still havent finished doing... Then like so many on hand, dunno which one to start first... Cos all the mgrs nt chasing me for it also... So aiyo... my cg ppl all like gearing up for exams... Then the last one is ken, over in early dec - 5th if i not wrong... Then after that... My peak will start... end of dec to apr next yr... but looking at things... i feel the peak will stretch til jun... haiz... cos i got booking in may... Sad...

Anyway, i think i not going israel le... looking at the bf amt... I really got to pray real hard... God got to provide man... Believing God for a miracle within the next few years... Hahaha... Asking God to confirm the amount... Really dun wan it to go up anymore... Feel so stretched le... Hahaha... But some things are beyond my control... I'll be willing and obedient... Then i can eat the gd of the land... Hahaha... I'll tell myself to be obedient and be willing... Give cheerful... As i sow in tears, I will reap in joy! Yeah!!!

I met a long time fren today... We try to meet up once a yr kind... She said she saw a change in me... Can see that I have grown... Quite happy... Cos this year hasnt been easy for me... Lots of my close frens left the office le... Then nursery side got more n more responsibilities... CG just multiplied also... Yes, finally... Yep...

Let's do a check... I've survived Jan to Apr... think 2 nites didnt sleep at all... Not bad... Not too many... And I've overcame it! Then may... cant rem much of it... then after that... then got promoted... went for core trg then did a jun yr end job... then started to do my portfolio... in bet take some toil... then now need to really settle down n do some planning le... Yep... ALso I've finally stepped out to start learning driving... Yeah!!! 3 cheers... Yep... Passed my basic n final theory... Now need to start pract lesson le... Then take my final pract on 10th apr... Also planning to learn guit... but my fingers so bu ting hua... Haiz... So in the next few months before the end of the year... I would have driven a car with my instructor next to me... Learn a few chords and know how to hold a guitar... Finish all the dec yr end planning in prep for the peak... Start my bs class... Help out in the shuffling of helpers for the shift to jurong... Wow!!! Seems like the next 2 months also not easy... Oh ya.. And the resort in early dec!!! Hahaha... Exciting man... No rest... Chiong ah!!!