Only 24 hours a day...

Taking some time off to blog... just reached home not long ago from 1st session of Benny Hinn's conference... Fri nite... Think tonight I cant sleep le... Got work to do...

I think I dun blog le, not in the mood and so much things to do.

My dear dear's bday...

My dear's bday is coming up... This coming wed... But I'll be out on job and probably need to stay late... These few days so busy, cant even find time to go and find his present... Can someone help me??? Haiz...

Think I wanna get him a nice belt, but dunno he'll like or nt... He keeps saying no need, but I see he like got no stylo belt to use... Just one black formal one and one kaki colour one... Both from Giordano... Wanted to get one nice buckle one... Fossil ones not bad... Can consider... But dunno he'll wear or nt leh... Haiz...

He's 24 le... So fast... I've known him since he was 13... He has grown so much... Hahaha... Physically and also spiritually and emotionally... But still so attractive... Hahahaha... Ok, better stop praising him in case some ppl start to puke and faint... Heh... But he's really still so cute... Hahaha... Ok ok...

Anyway, been through quite a lot with him and yep, still going strong... That day I happened to bump into my sec sch classmate during lunch at amoy... sec 4... Ken was my sec 2 classmate... Then my friend asked, are u still with Kenneth? I said ya... He wah!!! Yep... Heh... Then I msged Ken and it turned out that that guy is his pri sch mate.... Heh... Small world huh? But i was thinking, i wouldnt ask anyone direct lo... What if they're no longer together? Then so awkward... Rite? Anyway... Just wanna say to my ah dear dear...


HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! May your dream come true and faster finish ur studying!!! I wait very long le... Hahaha...

Exciting Life...

Thought today can be a slack day where I can just rest a bit... But.... It's really an exciting life which I'm leading...

Got called to go down client's place in the late morn... But I arranged to meet Ken for lunch, so went to seah im to meet him. Then rushed back to office so that can go down client's place. Then rushed back to office area to meet up some new friends n give bs... Then flew down back to Jurong to attend a funeral service... Then finally managed to go eat dinner at 9+... Just reached home not long, bathed and ready to go to sleep le...

Tml also long day... Going down another client's place le... For the next 6 days... This job probably will need to stay til late... So dunno can still go for all those upcoming appointments I have...

Anyway, just now at the funeral service... Was touched by what she had done in her lifetime. How many lives she has saved. How she has impacted her family, turning them to Christ. Ken and I were just talking during dinner. What would our members do at the service, would they know how to react, what should be done, what shouldnt be? If we were the ones lying there, how many ppl would turn up? What can be said abt me? We just wondered if we have impacted lives? And whether our members have impacted lives...

It's time to reflect and act if you feel that you have nothing good to remember you for. Personally, I feel that doing good works n not needing or wanting to be recognised it something which will help the ppl ard you and eventually one day u'll be recognised for that... Like he's really helpful, goes all the way out to help ppl, no expecting anything in return or any recognition... She's always willing to help ppl no matter what it takes her... ... ...

A bumper weekend...

I'm so tired physically but so happy too... Cos there are so many more ppl added to my family... Hahaha... Nvr mind... Let's recall what happened this week...

Fri: I managed to sleep in... Heh... Went for svc then waited for Ken... So by the time he's done, everything finished le... So we headed home... Went my mkt where he had his dinner - cai fan... At midnight... Hahaha... No wonder we're putting on weight huh? Heh... Went online to check out some videos n stuff... Slept only at 3+...

Sat: Woke up at 8am... Cos needed to meet yan to get something from her... So tired... Then went home n took a nap... Til 11am... Then washed up n went out le... Went to Lot 1 to check out the price of a cd... Sembawang was cheaper than cd rama by 5 cents... Hahaha... But I bought it at west mall cd rama... Cos gt points to get and I could get one more cd to bless ppl... Yeah... Then met Zhixing to get the door gifts from him, then met yun for lunch. Then we pia down to joo chiat cc to donate blood. Then rushed thru the whole process, think we left the place within an hour... Then flew down for S2... Thank God they managed to hold my seat...

During worship, I was hit by a giddy spell... I held on to the chair in front of me... But I was still worshipping and praying my heart out that I wont faint... Cos I was sitting beside a new friend! Hahaha... Yep... Exciting... First time I felt I lost myself... I've always wanted to faint... Hahaha.. Crazy gal... But for the experience of it la... But at that pt in time, I told God, anytime but now. This is not the time for me to faint. I needed to get myself back... I prayed under my breath... I felt nauseous, could feel my lunch - duck rice coming up.. I pushed the urge down... When the worship ended I felt that the voices, noises, music seem so far away... I just did wat Pst said... Turn to ur neighbour n dunno say wat then faster sat down. I told Ken i'm not ok. But cos i was in the middle of the row at the terrace, I could go toilet... So I sucked a sweet n prayed n prayed... And rested n God restored me... Thank God...

Then after the service ended, we went to hall 7 for a while, then came back for S3 cos got new friends... Went down for altar call n prayed then went hall 7 again to makan... And to fellowship... Then we left abt 11+... U think I went home after that? Yep... Iwent home to change... And went for a wake... Then sent the ppl off then went hm... Slept at abt 2...

Sun: Woke at 630... Then went airport to send yuze off... Then rushed down for svc, served... S4 n S5... Then packed the stuff to go indoor next wk... Then rushed off to Joey's bday party at Map 3 of the Road directory... It was so close to M'sia that I could see the sea on the map... Hahaha... Then went back to Jurong to meet Ken's parents and bro n sis-in-law 4 dinner at Bukit Merah... B4 heading home... So now I'm at home... And so tired... Wanna sleep le... But... Cannot... Haha... It's only 1120pm... I need to finish up my admin for nursery, send a few emails 1st b4 I can go koonz... Wah... Exciting weekend man!!!

Nvr did so many things in one weekend b4... Like going for battle... Then tml going to work... One full week ahead... Meeting up a new friend after work tml.... Pray that tml can stay in office whole day... God protect me... Let me rest a little? Recharge n refresh me... This is really an exciting life... I need God's strength n grace to bring me through... He is able and willing... If I ask... Mighty n awesome God I serve... :o)

Leaders...

I was in the office yesterday... Thursday... Overheard a mgr 'teaching' a snr...

Mgr: Hey I thot you're supposed to come and see me today?
Snr: Ya. But I'm on MC. And I saw that you were busy on the phone.
Mgr: No, I wasn't busy the whole day and I was expecting you to come and look for me.
Snr: Ok, are you free now to go through?
Mgr: I thought you were supposed to come and look for me at 2pm?
[looking at his watch -- 4pm] And how would I know that you're on MC if you don't tell me? I happen to come out and see you sitting here then I remembered I was supposed to meet you today, but you didnt come and look for me.
(Snr's name), like say you make an appointment to see a specialist at 2pm and say that day you cant make it, you will tell the doctor that you're unable to make it and change the appointment to another day rite? You wont be sitting down here and waiting for the doctor to come and look for you, hey how come you didnt turn up? Rite? This is just an analogy.
So you shouldnt be expecting me to come and ask you why you didnt turn up for the appointment, you should be the one coming to tell me.
Snr: Ok, so are you free to go through the points with me now?
Mgr: No, I'm not, i got to go and meet KXXXP to go through the other job's points now. Maybe i meet you at 430pm?
Snr: Ok.

[I sat there and pitied that snr... She was on MC and yet, she worked a full day that day....]

Then I was quite free this morning and i read the papers... Classified... Hahaha... Nope, not looking for jobs... But was looking at the article at the last page of the classified... they always have interesting articles there... Anyway, it's talking abt leadership...

Aiyah, my dad sold the papers to garung guni le... But it was abt leaders take all the blame, share some credit and also goves the best praises to their employees... Yep, this kind are called good leaders... But nowadays, it's the other way round... Leaders take all the credit and shun all the blame... Thus turnover rate is so so so high nowadays as there're lesser n lesser good leaders ard...

Anyway, I was just thinking of myself as a member, as an employee... What can I do to help, to assist my leader, my snr, my mgr... I've learnt to be more accountable, take responsibility n be more initiative... This has made the ppl ard me happier... And I hope everyone ard me can do the same too... Cos not everyone is a leader yet, in the meantime while training to be one. I hope to be able to be the best helper and teach the ppl ard me the same things... To aspire to be the best helper. Know what your leaders want, and give it. Be a help, not another counselling case. Anything unsure, check and learn... Dun bad-mouth ppl, especially behind one's back... It's not going to help the situtation or urself! Cos you wont learn anything out of that...

There are so many so many things which I've learnt in church which can be applied to my work... I just love church... I'll benefited so much from this place... And seeing everyone else prospering, doing everything they can to spread the good news, to touch lives, change lives and set ppl free from bondages, wrong mindsets... And learning more and more each day, growing more and more matured and wise... It's just exciting... And all these is just training us to be leaders... Leaders, that's what you and I are called for... Are you ready to be taught and to catch for urself?

A nice day...

Went to office today... A normal working day, doing admin, so running here and there... Quite alright... Then went to meet Ken for dinner with Xing n Yan... Like his bday dinner.... Then we went for movie at JP... Ken drove from Bugis to Jurong in less than half hour, parked the car n went to catch the show... I even managed to go toilet b4 the movie started... Hehe....

Watched Mr Bean's holiday... Ok show.... Quite expected... A little funny... Yep... Wanted to jio Shaun n Bruce one... But they had other plans le... So didnt meet in the end... Hahaha....

Oh ya... The dinner.... Steamboat.. Not that nice, think the food was too salty... Hahaha... Think next time go elsewhere le... Ken didnt like it... The food was well selectively nice... Hahaha... The sour satay... The salty meats...

But the tau suan was nice... The bbq chicken wings were alright, fried rice was ok... Still very thirsty til now... Hahaha... We had a very seasoned dinner... Hahaha... But it was still a nice day, on a whole, spent time with my ah dear dear...

I wanna get him a present also... Hope he doesnt read this... Thinking of getting him a belt... Heee...

Back....

Hahaha.... Back since sat but been too lazy to blog... This was an entry which I typed on the way back from lunch last week --> 2nd wk at Batam... Heh...

It's 430pm, just finished lunch, on way back to client's place... Had lamb for lunch. And juice, very full, the mashed potato was filling. The lamb was nice except for the lots of fats... Sleepy... Haha...

Just passed by a hump... It's so silly... There used to be a trench there, on the road. So everyone just made a detour on the side of the road, travel on the dirt road or like 200m... Then come back onto the tarred road... We went by that way, the whole of last week --> from Tue to Fri... Then when we came back on Mon, that trence was filled up with earth... I was thinking to myself... At last!

But they filled it up so full that it became a hump instead... So every vehicle that goes pass there has to slow down as well. Why cant the ppl just fill the trench up to an appropriate height??? Just so weird... Hahaha...

Yep yep... Anyway, it's good to be back, think i'll put on dunno how many kgs there... Everyday lunch after 3pm, dinner aft 10+... Then work a bit then sleep le... So sure put on weight...