I survived!!!
Realised the previous post was a little long... Just copied and paste from an email, so no need to read if u're nt free... nothing of my thots added there... heh... wanted to create a test also... seems like a trend, but decided not to... too mind taxing to think of the questions... Hahaha... Anyway... Just wanted to share what happened in the past week... Wasnt the best week, wasnt the easiest week... But...
Yeah!!! I survived the week... Hahaha... Siong week, but at least I got to rest this weekend... Heh... Let's see... Hmmm... I shall go take my cab receipts... and see wat time i go hm everyday... Hmmmm.... Maybe not, too lazy to move... Heh... Hmmm, i think go take better, cant rem le... Hahaha....
Worked last sat too... then went for lillian's hse warming and then rested on Sun...
then on
mon - 20/8 - 2148-2215
tue - 21/8 - 0043-0111
wed - 22/8 - 0145-0206
thu - 23/8 - 0100-0123
fri - 24/8 - 0303-0317
That's the time on the cab fares for the past few days... Yep... and i reach home doesn't mean that i sleep straight aft that... there are some days which i cont working til morn... yep... on tues nite, i worked til 630 then slept til 1130 then worked then go office... thu also... i came back and did update for my nursery stuff til 3 then slept... So been working til late for the past week...
Then on tues, I broke down n cried during lunch... Was feelin so stressed and so tired... So haiz.... But God saw me thru the week la... Here I am, still alive...
Hahah... Weekend was a good break from all the work, not so relaxing but ok la, well rested... I slept almost 4 on sat morn, slept in til 1230 on sat then went to meet ken and then went his place... Then did jigsaw... Put in ard 10 pcs only... Well, better than nothing... Then went to his cousin house to fellowship... cos he came back for a while from the states, then flying off again tml... He studying his degree there, so we went to catch up with him and all the relatives met at his house, so i went also la...
Then wen home after that, reached home at 11 plus... Then slept, then woke up and went svc, then went to meet nursery ppl for high tea buffet cos for sally's belated bday... then after that went to bishan to pick up ken's bro's belated bday present... cos we ordered it last wk... I also went to get a present for sally... Yeah... Then went to kelvin's hse to wait for ken to come... then we went for dinner at botak jones' near his place then came home le... i didnt eat dinner cos was too full le... the high tea buffet was filling... And the cake was powerful... sinfully chocolate... Really sinful but nice man!!! Wahahaha...
Looking back... I've learnt to look at things on a lighter note, some things are not within my control... I'll do things up to the best of my capability... No matter wat injustice i may face, i know that my God sees all these things and He'll do something abt it... I'll cont to work hard and smart... Putting God 1st in all that I do... He will sustain me... The joy of the Lord is my strength... I have friends ard me who care abt me, who support me... i have a supportive fam... my mom will iron my clothes, my dad will come and fetch me if he is in the vicinty... i have a cg who loves the Lord and will not give more probs to the cgl and also his gf... Rite? Heh... I have a group of responsible and willing team ICs who make things happen... And I know that I have a God who is behind me, His grace is more than sufficient for me to go thru each day... He knows what i'm going thru and He has a greater plan for me. To understand greater truths; to increase my capacity thru all these things... Really blessed!!!
Was just on the way home on the cab on sat morn-3plus... Looking out of the cab window as it goes pass the west coast area and then on the AYE... The sky was a red, black sky, quite clear... There was clouds above water surfaces, like the sea and the Pandan reservoir... White clouds... The contrast... The serenity... The lights... The HDBs... God is an awesome God! Look at His creations... They are so amazing... He lets me rest in His presence... I felt so blessed that day... Although I was physically tired, but I felt that God was just beside me in the cab, telling me that He gives peace to all... That I could just trust Him and lean on Him for the coming week... He's always there for me... Nvr left me... Wow!!! :)
Even today during worship... The song... It really touches my heart when I sing it... Just to hear you say 'well done' this line is the line which really motivates me... I know that what i do everyday is not to please anyone... But just Him and Him alone... ANd I dun expect to be rewarded... I just waiting to hear that from Him... Only Him... It'll make all things worth it... A life for Him... :)